Haven't binged or purged since Saturday
I started an eating disorder recovery course this week. I've been told the same as I've previously been told in CBT for eating disorders, eat 3 meals, 3 snacks and don't cut out any foods. I think I have struggled with it before because haven't had a dietitian to check in with that I'm not eating too much or to reassure that I'm not going to gain loads of weight. It's hard because the eating disorder and my other mental health problems give me low self worth and I always feel I'm too fat and don't value myself or feel I'm achieving anything in life so losing weight becomes my focus and I guess also a way to deal with my anxiety and depression. It was interesting the dietitian gave us information about " starvation syndrome" which can be caused by any restrictive diet and purging regardless of weight and it causes anxiety, depression, irritability and you lose your "spark" and sense of humour. I feel since I've relapsed w