Living my best life despite still having some struggles
I haven't written a blog post for a while so felt like writing one. I had a bit of a bad day yesterday and sometimes when were feeling down we can forget all the good we have going on in our lives. I still get triggered by thinking about things from my past and the way some people have treated me especially when I was at school and college and got bullied I think because I was quiet and sensitive so an easy target so I always felt I didn't fit in and often the times I did have friends I had ones who used me when they had no one better and would arrange to meet me then not turn up or cancel last minute as they arranged with someone else or forgot then I would go home crying on the bus, thinking what was wrong with me. ( I will admit there was a time when I was a bit older I let friends down when I kept falling asleep and feeling ill because of my eating disorders). I now have a couple of good friends I've had for my adult life, but they either don't live local and / or